Sometimes, its better not to know certain things.
but once found out, you cant help thinking about it.
I just want a guy who is faithful to me...

there, i have you... but i let you go...
does it pain me?
yes, it does.
why do i have to realise,
why do you have to show,
that you are so real to me...
after i left you?

Its not too late to turn back now, i know...
but i cant, and i wont(?).

Its amazing how a person can tell lies without feeling guilty and then makes you think that your're thinking too much.
I admit im weak at this,
whenever i find a point i wanna bring up to say that you are wrong and its hurting me,
the other party can simply bring out another issue, making me the bad person here after all.
and there again...
i fell into the trap.
and this is a reason why i always lose out in a quarrel, or big fight.

naive lil girl...

totally defenseless and vulnerable to love.

people gave me advices, but i refuse to listen.
simply because i know you aint that kind of person.
but times and times again, i doubt what i believe.
and then regret it.
whatever it is, i chose this path...
if you're the big bully, then im the willing victim.
silly. isnt it?

Till now, im in a self-delusion mode.
Until the special one appears, and save me from this.
making me believe that you are real...
and that i can trust you, like totally.

I know i can give you the security that you want,
but can you give mine?
its only then... things will work it out.


Was it worth it-keyshia cole
I gave all I could give you changed it all up for you.
But you didn't sacrifice for me.
So is it for the moment?
Are you really on it?
Either way you ain't thinkin bout me.
Look into my eyes.
And tell me do you see... can you see the pain that you caused on me?
It's not the same.
We'll never be that way again.
Cuz you can't take back those tears.

♪ words in shades of grey.

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